"I am, Spartan
close my heart so tight
Jesus
Save me
from myself tonight"
Spartan by Five Iron Frenzy

Saving... I need saving from myself; the doubts, the uncertainties, the facades, the scars and so much more... How I poison myself with things I can not rid myself easily, but by God's grace I can rid myself of those things that hinder me...
There is nothing I can do to solve the problems I have, but it is God who can take this broken shell of a man and restore him.
I am my own worst enemy at times, and sometimes I wish I could just go home (Heaven) and let have all the pains of life cease; But my work is not complete and so I go on by God's strength alone (What other strength do I have?)

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