i may be deemed weird...

so be it...

but when i have a pissed off evening and a better tomorrow

i can only attribute it to GOD.

GOD is not some distant guy who sits in the clouds

and smites away people with a twinkle of mischief in his eye;

he is my father,

the closest thing to a daddy nowadays...

i am in awe;

jaw-dropped awe for what he does to my life,

i was so pissed off last night

and

with the advice of a few dormmates, some prayer, some internal work of the Holy Spirit and GOD... i am good and i feel good.

this seems weird,

i know,

but GOD has a knack at taking the tragedies in my life and making them into triumphs.

*i-don't-mind-being-called-weird*
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