i am fine...for now...

my heart is kind of achey

due to parents and the weight they put on me

for no good reason...

it's affecting my youngest sister...greatly

i worry so much for her

and my other sister that's home;

but she has an escape of sorts...college.

i do have an escape

and when i go back

to the family it hurts

me internally;

the battle of words fight on and on and on...

i can't take it, but i am away- this is my escape that my youngest sister does not have.

her birthday was today;

i wish i was around to celebrate it,

but she was acting like i do/did when i get/got depressed...

i worry so much for her health; mental, physical, etc.

:(

feeling melancholic...in a bad way,
***nv***