how i am...

yeah, so i am kind of out of the

loop, i am kind of out of the scene,

and i just want to stop it...

the emotions of some stuff out here,

school-wise is requring me to open up

a lot... for the class that it is required

i trust the professor more than some of

my other teachers, so i will do what

needs to be done for his class.

*sigh*

it is
very
emotionally

draining
and i feel

like my hands are scissors

and i just want to

snip alot of crap out of my life...

*nv*